For all the saints

April 18, 2010

Sunday Sermon

Filed under: Confessions of a twenty-something — asinners2cents @ 9:29 pm

(Here is what happened in me at church today)

Me: I’m so stressed and tired. Final exams are here. There’s so much going on around me. My church is going through uncertain and uneasy times. I feel like a Judas in some ways. I’m messing up some of my relationships and not being faithful to other. I should be more diligent in my studies, but my mind is elsewhere. Emotionally, I’m being drawn in a thousand directions. I feel like running away. I feel like crying. I feel like a failure. I feel like a disappointment. I don’t know what to do. What’s going to happen?

God: I love you.

April 16, 2010

Is It Really A Wonderful Fact To Reflect Upon?

Filed under: Lord's Supper — asinners2cents @ 12:08 am

“A Wonderful fact to reflect upon, that every human creature is constituted to be that profound secret and mystery to every other. A solemn consideration, when I enter a great city by night, that every one of those darkly clustered houses encloses its own secret; that every room in every one of them encloses its own secret; that every beating heart in the hundreds of thousands of breasts there, is, in some of its imaginings, a secret to the heart nearest it! Something of the awfulness, even of Death itself, is referable to this. No more can I turn the leaves of this dear book that I loved, and vainly hope in time to read it all. No more can I look into the depths of this unfathomable water, wherein, as momentary lights glanced into it, I have had glimpses of buried treasure and other things submerged. It was appointed that the book should shut with a a spring, for ever and for ever, when I had read but a page. It was appointed that the water should be locked in an eternal frost, when the light was playing on its surface, and I stood in ignorance on the shore. My friend is dead, my neighbour is dead, my love, the darling of my soul, is dead; it is the inexorable consolidation and perpetuation of the secret that was always in that individuality, and which I shall carry in mine to my life’s end. In any of the burial-places of this city through which I pass, is there a sleeper more inscrutable than its busy inhabitants are, in their innermost personality, to me, or than I am to them?”

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